I saw Manhattan on a boat on night.
I bet it is
the most breathtaking views I've ever saw.
I've never been an aimless person, but now I have definitely a goal to achieve. I've followed the wrong ideals, I've given the unimportant things in life a chance. I've been deterred of pain.
I'm not smarter now and I might not change my habits during one night, but I recognized what I've been known for such a long time:
Life is only valuable with an aim, for which you fight.
Otherwise, kill yourself. You don't have a reason to exist.